One of the hardest things to do is find your footing after you’ve lost it. So many things this applies to in life. When the upheaval happened in the community, I took a huge step back. I just stopped… only occasionally on Twitter, not really writing, and not interacting. In hindsight, I didn’t feel alone …
You rest. It’s something I always think about, but don’t practice as I should. I push through when I need to stop and take that nap. Take the nap. I’m trying to look after my health more, but I’m trying to remember it’s okay to have a small piece of cake. A small piece is …
Haven’t tried an 100 word story in a long time. I’m probably too late for this, but I know quote quest had something about a blank page which makes me think about starting over. The air felt heavy with repressed feelings. She ignored the betrayed look in his eyes as she packed. The Diamond ring …
I’m reminded of how fragile things are. How something sudden can upend the life as we know it. The insanity that’s been plastered plastered all over the news reminds us of how bat shit crazy the world is at times. Crazies are always trying to take over the world and destroy it in the process. …
It’s been a long day. I started work back up so it was a lot of paperwork and getting oriented. Imma be honest, I’m tired and this post almost didn’t happen. It felt like I had to and I didn’t wanna. *cue tantrum on the floor* Some shit is just a slog to get through. …
I was a bit stuck for what to write on today because my mind is on starting back up at work tomorrow. Mrs. Fever suggested nonfiction, which should’ve been easy, but I’m is still in active avoidance when it comes to writing. But after a bit of coaching mind did gravitate toward relationships. Or my …
I’ve thought about how I want to write. Sadly, the thought that immediately follows is “it’s going to happen”. So instead of fretting and fixating on how it may or may not happen, I decided to use today’s post for something simple; a house for possible story ideas for the month. I mentioned that gangbang …
“Open the blank blog page.” I feel like the first step is always something simple, but fucking hell it seems so hard. I’ve literally been putting off doing this one thing all day. I’ve been working with my therapist about why I’m having trouble with my writing again. To be fair, I cycle through having …
I’d been waffling about participating in January Jumpstart. Honestly, I’m still not sure it’ll happen, but here I am on January 1, 2021 making an effort. I need to make an effort so this doesn’t die. No posts last month, didn’t manage to do a year in review (spoiler: 2020 was shitty), and I’m avoiding …
Made it to the end of January. It’s interesting how much perception colors things. I felt like last year was the longest, toughest year of my adult life from pretty much March until mid-December. It was an arduous task just to get through a day let alone a month. I identified with those moments when …