I’ve been feeling weird about sharing my body lately. After the last failed attempt at a relationship, I’ve felt vulnerable and uncomfortable. I hadn’t felt the urge to share other than a few old photos lately.
The desire struck me suddenly today. The need to offer a peek. It’s odd how it crops up and I can’t help myself.
I’ve never really looked too closely at why I want to share myself, especially with strangers. I’ll think on the why, but I guess I’ll share a photo for the new year.
My breasts have felt especially full, heavy, and tender. A lot like how the rest of me feels.
No resolutions this year. More of a desire for things to be different. Maybe that means sharing myself less on a physical and mental level. Maybe that means freeing myself from other things.
Just a quick look into my mind.
Yeah, a desire for things to be different – I think more people would relate to that feeling more often than anyone on Earth would care to admit.
Everything always looks greener on every other side. 🙂
It would be a tad sad (for me, admittedly) if you stopped sharing altogether on the blog here as part of your process, but what you need is what you need and I hope you find your freedom, confidence, strength and calm centre in this new year ahead.
True, true.. I also like to think I’ve gotten smarter or learned from the past, but some old habits keep trying to reassert themselves.
And as for sharing, in all honesty as much as I love the mind-blowing pictures you share, it’s the engaging and oh-so-enticing stories you write that really keep me coming back! 🙂
I suspect that exhibitionism comes from a desire that we all have to be seen – to be noticed by others. I think all of us feel that way but many are deterred by their poor looks (or perceived poor looks). You are quite beautiful and so I suspect you are able to overcome any hesitancy that you might have.
if it helps….
The photography you have shared has been stunning. I for one enjoy your beauty and your sharing. My thoughts you are a strong person that will recover from the lost relationship. A new one will revitalize you as well as boost your self confidence.
Perhaps. Though I may forego seeking a new one out