thinking

Mind over matter 

I’ve been in a mood lately. I’d like to blame the fact that I haven’t gotten laid or spanked in months, but it’s probably not related to that at all.  My body is just being mutinous in general and it’s having an effect on my creativity. I’m feeling unattractive and no amount of running (I …

Time for it 

“Are you still free tonight?” “I’m sorry, but I can’t now. The baby is sick and my girl needs me to come home to help. You know I wouldn’t cancel for any other reason.” I registered it, I recognized the excuse for the valid one it was, but my heart heard… “You are not my …

Toxic

Something I wrote over 2 years ago that makes me think of relationships gone wrong. I’ve read my share of stories (real and imagined) that have a toxic feel. — I watch the scratches as they appear on your face as if from a distance. How can rage, pain, and love live so comfortably inside …