I seem to find things to stress about even on vacation (which I’m currently on). Not quite ready to talk about the things bothering me yet, but I will say I’m battling the fact that I trust people too easily and I’m worried it’s about to bite me in the ass if it hasn’t already. …
I’m remarkably thoughtful for so early in the morning. The blame rests solely on the fact that I’m starting work so my mind is working separate from my body. After the unfortunately brief interlude with the previous Mr, I’d decided that I needed a break from the treacherous pool that is dating. No dating, no …
On my stomach, naked, trembling. Reading things with no plot, but plenty of sex Of course I’m thinking about my cunt and the cream flowing. Slowly at first, it trickles and tickles lips that are plumping up. Then more comes as I race headlong into the end, the climax of the “story”. I flip to …
Both mentally and in general. I’m damn fine, ya dig. 😉 Honestly, I think I panicked this morning. Where last night was born out of curiosity, male persistence, and a large dose of sexual attraction (he had a banging body and smelled so good)… This morning was the realization that I wouldn’t have been in …
I don’t want to pretend I’m doing well. How do I say the next thing on my mind here… I haven’t talked about my fight to maintain my spiritual balance in a long time. Being connected spiritually has always been important to me, but I feel like it’s fallen to the wayside as I’ve pursued …
I’ve chopped off my hair. Literally. From my shoulders to where you see it. All gone. I’ve been tossing around the idea of going natural (where I don’t chemically treat my roots to straighten them) for a year. My laziness when it comes to good hair care is damn near legendary and I like what …
Wish I had a sexy story ready for ya today, but nothing worth sharing yet. There is a story, but apparently it still needs time to cook in my brain. It’s been a long strange week where I feel like I didn’t accomplish any of the things I’d hoped to by this point. Nothing on …
Sometimes it’s just nice to know people care. That it’s okay to say you’re worried and receive a hug – virtual or otherwise. Everything turned out fine. Lets see if I can make the moves I need to. I’m really wanting things to turn out right. Thanks for offering your support. There are times I …
Just give me this one personal moment and I’ll get back to business as usual. Someone very close to me is having surgery this morning. I’m knowledgable of the risks and know the surgeon is capable, but I’m letting worst case scenarios spin through my mind. First, I’ll admit some of my worry stems from …
How much of ourselves do we reveal as writers? I’m honest sometimes. Brutally honest, especially with myself. Maybe cruel is a more accurate portrait of how I treat myself? But ultimately I’m honest even if that honesty hurts. I didn’t start blogging to have a platform for my writing, I started because I wanted to …