Wish I had a sexy story ready for ya today, but nothing worth sharing yet. There is a story, but apparently it still needs time to cook in my brain.
It’s been a long strange week where I feel like I didn’t accomplish any of the things I’d hoped to by this point. Nothing on goals or my writing. The last few days of work have been the level of shitty that make me question why I went into my chosen profession. No one enjoys getting yelled at, reprimanded, or being made to feel dumb so why do people do it to others? Shitty.
I kind of feel like I’m a little off track lately. It could be a combination of things making me feel this way, but my sense of self (is that what I’m meaning?) is off. I guess I go through moments of uncertainty when it comes to my job and my love life so this low feeling is becoming a norm.
Maybe beach time is the remedy?
Tomorrow should be fun though. I’m having boudoir photos done. I get to dress up in corsets, panties and bras, and lingerie and look sexy. It’s right up my alley whether I show them or not and is a precursor to more revealing photos. Can I just say that it’s odd having these done knowing they’re just for me, but I’ll definitely share one I like of myself when it’s finished.
Also going to see Dave Matthews Band in concert tomorrow which I am embarrassingly excited about. Hoping I’ll be able to get my piercing done as well. Maybe this will improve my mood and help me out of this funk.
I’m on the look out for a new spanker. My other is busy trying to study for the bar and I’m feeling real needy. Maybe I’ll find a suitable replacement
to feed my addiction soon
Lots of maybes in this post.
Happy Saturday to you.