I’ve been open about how difficult dating has been for me in the past. For a host of reasons – where I lived, the lack of interest in me, feeling unattractive, having little experience, religious background – I was very late to dating and being in a relationship. Poly wasn’t necessarily a label I applied …
I’ve always struggled with feeling like I don’t deserve things. Relationships, nice things, happiness, love… I don’t know if I deserve those things. When those are things easily taken away, or have been taken away, so I must not be worthy of those things. It makes me think about how privilege plays a role in …
I’ll have to post the other variations of this photo. I love the way it looks so much.
I was a teary mess just before this photo for no apparent reason after a spanking. He had me in his lap and pulled me into a much needed cuddle.
This is going to be a jumbly mess, but I’m going to try to express my thoughts. I struggle sometimes with love. That’s not accurate. It’s more I struggle with my understanding of people’s desire to be around me. I don’t always get why people miss me or are excited when I come back to …
So, after I wrote the boyfriend post, I was given a task. What does DomSigns get out of our relationship? What do I give to him? Okay, so this is where I struggle… My struggle lies with my constant worry that I’m not offering anything. What do I bring to this relationship? Or is it …
One thing I’ve only recently thought about as I’ve entered into a relationship with DomSigns is the fact that technically I’m a third. As most people are aware, Molly is Michael’s (DomSigns or Daddy’s) wife and submissive. I admire and look up to their relationship. They’re one of the few kink-centered couples that I am …
It’s been obvious from the Daddy/kitten posts that something was going on in my world. I’d like to think those posts had a different feel than my usual, but maybe not. If you’ve read my post about Daddy, you’ll definitely know I’ve entered into a relationship with someone. For those confused, I’d started “seeing” DomSigns. …
She sat down, toggled to the still empty page, and thought about what she wanted. I want love with a healthy dose of kink. She erased that line. What the fuck was she actually looking for in a relationship? Not just someone to spank her ass, but someone to lead her. She wanted to be …