I’m remarkably thoughtful for so early in the morning. The blame rests solely on the fact that I’m starting work so my mind is working separate from my body.
After the unfortunately brief interlude with the previous Mr, I’d decided that I needed a break from the treacherous pool that is dating. No dating, no sex, no spankings (Whaaaa?? I know, right?). I figured I’d take a few weeks to reconfigure and get my mind right. I get a little crazy sometimes so I need the mental break from things.
My Fet account has been pretty quiet lately. I’m not really seeking anyone so no real efforts to meet people from there have been made. I might get one or two messages every so often, but nothing I see amounting to much.
(Get to the point of the post already? Yeesh)
Anyway, someone messaged me yesterday that, from his profile picture, is very much the type of guy I’m attracted to. Big, muscular, athletic, easy smile, great sense of humor. Yummy, just yummy.
He mentioned looking through my pictures and his mutual love of spanking. I sent him a few face pictures after exchanging messages and phone numbers. Then I waited…
I know I’m not everyone’s preference look wise especially considering the men I’m attracted to. Not classic or typical in my appearance with my dark skin, curves, and short hair. I know I’m attractive, but I’ve had my share of rejection so sending face pictures out always makes me nervous.
You’ll say that it doesn’t matter if one person doesn’t find me attractive because there’s a host of men who do. I know, I hear that! It still doesn’t make me feel any better when I like someone, send them a photo, and then never hear from them again. Now guess who feels like an ugly stepsister?
Oh yea, I’m insecure. Men like confident women, but it’s hard to be so when things bring ya down.
More people need to tell me I’m sexy! 😉
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So, in the midst of typing out this post, he texted me. Guess he liked the photos. Maybe I’ll finally get a nice spanking. Because I can forgo dating and sex, but my ass needs a good spanking. Fingers crossed, eh?
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You’re sexy. Seems he thinks so too.
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I mean, he’s still promising to spank me after gazing upon my heavenly face. Now to test his follow through.
Sexy girl like you, he’ll follow through. Hey, i’m a poet. 🙂
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LOL. Indeed you are.
Just being able to say, “I’m attractive”…you’re halfway there…I think confidence comes with age and liking you for you, no matter what anyone else thinks. My sister and I both agreed we had more confidence once we hit our 30’s.
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It’s taken me a long time to get to the point where I can say I’m attractive. Maybe my 30s won’t be so bad then.
You’re sexy. And I hope your ass gets a proper spanking and you can’t sit without feeling the pain and being turned on by the memory….
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Your lips to God’s ears. 😉
Fingers crossed, certainly. But you are gorgeous and have a perfectly spankable ass. 🙂
Xoxo
Fingers crossed for you 🙂
I’ve had many internet friends over the years and even tho friendship was all I was seeking, sending photos always made me apprehensive too. I understand that completely.
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It’s nerve wrecking. Like you’re awaiting confirmation as to whether you’re good enough or not
It really is, even when the recipient’s opinion honestly shouldn’t matter. Like you said yourself sometimes that little bit of rejection is tough.
Glad to hear you got your spanking! *thumb up* 🙂
Fingers and toes crossed that we both get our asses spanked soon. 🙂
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I got my ass spanked tonight. Did you??
Not tonight…but Saturday night…and for the next 6 nights afterwards… 🙂
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Nice! I’m hoping for another one Tuesday night. Cheers to us both!
You’re sexy! And I’m crossing my fingers for you, too! 🙂
You’re sexy! You’ll never be everyone’s cup of tea, but it always sucks when someone you think is hot doesn’t feel the same.
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That bite of rejection is tough to get over.
Oh dear. We choose flight often, don’t we?
I hope he agrees, for a girl like you, I will say yes and tell that your sexy. If he doesn’t, you can let me spank you, I’m a great spanker
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He agreed.
Congrats Cara, he made the right decision. Have fun
Rejection is hard on everyone, even the confident. You put yourself out vulnerably, hoping someone will like what they see as much as you do… And then you wait. Insecurely. Second guessing yourself. It happens to us all. Promise.
But yay you got a text!! So excited! You’ll have to tell us all about your adventures with this mystery man. 🙂
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Chronicles of my adventures in spanking! I’ve become quite hesitant of late in the documentation of my adventures. Not because I’m worried about disclosing anything personal, but because these men seem to flit away so freaking fast. I’d almost rather speak of it after it’s over.
You’re gorgeous! Have confidence! I never thought much of myself until now…after I hit 30….my confidence shot up a few notches!
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Apparently my 30s is the place to be. I’m coming up on it so hopefully I see a jump in confidence then.
Sounds like things went very well between you two! 😀
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Lol. He’s easy fun if nothing else.
From someone who knows and thinks about you often – very sexy.