The cane Even the thought of it can reduce me to tears. I’m an ugly, sobbing mess before it touches my skin because I know what it’ll do to me. It marks my skin, yes, but it digs so much deeper… It falls, it cuts, it peels me away. That pain reaches into my mind and …
I admit to being slightly fascinated by this particular component of things. What is sub-drop? I mean, I think I can reason out what it is on a physiological level. It looks similar to a depression following a large high. An addict would experience this if they’ve dosed with a drug; large chemical rush, greater …
This topic is one for discussion so feel free to offer your two cents. All part of understanding things I got into a little bit of an argument, if you will, with a so called Dom who likes to spank on Fet. Argument may be too strong a word, but the end result is him …
I have confession to make… I don’t want to be snuggled after a spanking. 😳 Typical protocol after a session, especially an intense session, is aftercare. That can mean something simple like providing water, evaluating emotional state, holding/gentle physical contact, rubbing sore muscles or applying aloe/arnica, or just talking. After a spanking I am boneless …
There are a couple of things I’ve been thinking about in the realm of BDSM. More and more I realized I’m becoming less of a casual observer and more of a committed practicitioner. I wanted to devote a post or two to my musings. Feel free to join in. I’ll even add a photo of …
I told him I could handle it so soon because waiting wasn’t an option. So he led me into this room specifically to determine my fear and play upon it. “I have things to get. I expect you to be on the couch with the blindfold on when I get back.” “Should I remove my …
The perfect ass I wish for it at times. My perception of me being skewed to believe the beauty Is smooth skin, ass high and tight. It surprises me how the words “beautiful” trip so easily off someone’s lips Made for… Loving, spanking, kissing, admiring Plentiful. More than a handful and perfect in its own …
It seems that in spite of my forays into my sexual exploration, in many ways I’m still pretty repressed. There are still certain things I’m hesitant to do because a small part of me thinks it’s still wrong to engage in those acts. I’ll not list the things I feel prudish about mostly because I …
Shit… This post started off as talking about my rights when it comes to play. As in I have the right to interview as many men as I’d like before I allow any one of them to spank my ass. It’s my body and the act of erotic spanking is so intimate that I have …