The cane Even the thought of it can reduce me to tears. I’m an ugly, sobbing mess before it touches my skin because I know what it’ll do to me. It marks my skin, yes, but it digs so much deeper… It falls, it cuts, it peels me away. That pain reaches into my mind and …
I admit to being slightly fascinated by this particular component of things. What is sub-drop? I mean, I think I can reason out what it is on a physiological level. It looks similar to a depression following a large high. An addict would experience this if they’ve dosed with a drug; large chemical rush, greater …
This topic is one for discussion so feel free to offer your two cents. All part of understanding things I got into a little bit of an argument, if you will, with a so called Dom who likes to spank on Fet. Argument may be too strong a word, but the end result is him …
I have confession to make… I don’t want to be snuggled after a spanking. 😳 Typical protocol after a session, especially an intense session, is aftercare. That can mean something simple like providing water, evaluating emotional state, holding/gentle physical contact, rubbing sore muscles or applying aloe/arnica, or just talking. After a spanking I am boneless …
I told him I could handle it so soon because waiting wasn’t an option. So he led me into this room specifically to determine my fear and play upon it. “I have things to get. I expect you to be on the couch with the blindfold on when I get back.” “Should I remove my …
I may be the only one like this, but I feel low after sex. No, the sex wasn’t bad. It just feels like I drop emotionally and am left feeling… Uncertain? Uncomfortable? Un-something. It may be the build up that makes the drop feel so hard. As if I’m reaching for a continued connection, but …
I watched this video and it made me think of a different tale that inspired me to write a story earlier this year. Domestic violence or intimate partner violence is far more complicated than just fist and bruises. The impact is deep and far-reaching. Listen to the video first, it’ll make your stomach ache. — …
Musing. It’s the last day of my challenge to write a post everyday in November. This is where my mind is… I hate my breasts. No… What I meant to say is I hate the stretch marks on my ass. The cellulite and the unsightly lumps. That’s not it either… I’m meeting a lover soon …
Everyone says the best way to draw readers is to talk about yourself. In theory, this is my blog, about me, about my writing and my progress as a writer. I mean, most people do well with finding that niche and writing to it. So what better place to talk about all the things on …
I can be talkative, but sometimes I get quiet. Is it better to keep silent? I think some things need time to ruminate before it’s worth uncovering, saying. It’s necessary to process and figure out what the results and consequences of an action will be. I can’t see it yet so I can’t talk about …