It’s been hell. Not even in the sense that COVID-19 is turning the world upside down, because let’s be honest that shit is extra crazy. No, it’s been hell in my head. I’ve never been formally diagnosed with clinical anxiety or depression, but I’ve struggled with both. That makes dealing with the anxiety of this …
Today was a forced interaction day, but it also made me think. And me being me, I write it out. I spent time with an old friend. Not that I couldn’t say no, but there was pressure from both her and her mother to stop by for months now. Without giving too much away, it …
Ramble incoming. Buckle up! Imma be honest, I don’t particularly feel like blogging or talking or sharing. So why am I instead of just staying silent? Because that’s the path of least resistance, me not saying anything at all. At times, it feels like I do it, disconnect or disassociate from my thoughts and emotions, …
When I was in high school, I was heavily involved in church activities. Youth group, leading bible studies, on the young leaders group, etc. I was really close friends with another girl in the group who was sweet as pie, and the pastor’s daughter. She honestly was lovely. She was also blonde, pretty, and bubbly. …
I absorb emotions. I believe it’s a form of empathy gone awry, but I find many times I’m extra sensitive to the emotions in the room. I’m an unintentional emotional vampire. By birth, I’m technically a middle child. My older sister is so many years older that it can at times mean I act like …
For a very long time, I’ve been into spanking. It was the first thing I wrote about when I switched my blog from vanilla to kink. I had a host of fantasies and read a lot of erotica that centered around that particular act. Not a lot of preamble, but many of my stories were …
I’ve been open about how difficult dating has been for me in the past. For a host of reasons – where I lived, the lack of interest in me, feeling unattractive, having little experience, religious background – I was very late to dating and being in a relationship. Poly wasn’t necessarily a label I applied …
I want a spanking. Like one that leaves me floaty and happy and teary and spaced. No, that’s not what this post is about. It’s about love and dating, and… okay maybe a little bit about how badly I need a spanking. (Stop me if you’ve heard this before) Before I met DomSigns and we …
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“Tell me your deepest fears and I’ll make it reality.” Karen passed the game box back to Luke, shaking her head. She’d already let him talk her into coming into the old, abandoned Payten mansion, she didn’t want to do any more scary stuff. “I don’t want to play. I hate stuff like this.” “It’s …