You’ve made sensational claims about my personhood You’ve labeled me a novelty of sorts Skin a color, hair this short, curvy, tall girl Would you go out of your way to taste me? A fruitful goddess you’d devour Take a bite? Not so fast! Friendly may mark the attitude of some deities, but I am …
Her eyes went to the cross the moment she entered the building. The blood along his pierced side and crowned head seemed to pulse as though freshly spilled. A lump formed in her throat as she took a little water and anointed herself, consecrated herself. The oak pews were empty, but she could picture them …
It’s pretty customary to review the past year on the Eve of a new one. I was ready to jump on board and discuss how 2013 treated me, but vetoed that. I’m in a hotel room because I have an early flight out tomorrow to San Diego. More than likely I’ll have a beer to …
The thing I’ve always liked about my blog is that it is my space to talk. Not just sex, fantasies, and erotic stories either. More like my life at whatever point I find myself. That’s the reason why I started blogging 10 years ago, making sense of life. Sitting in my car tonight just prior …
How do I define the state of my mind? I am formless shapes changing daily Black blobs, shifting smog lifting overhead I get jumbled up sometimes The want of things tangles me I am too snared to make sense A popularity contest It’s not the talent I have, But the determination I lack I hold …
Some lovers are only a memory written out so you don’t forget them even though you should. Others become shadows that haunt your mind, that you find creeping into your thoughts as you butter your toast or the moment you pull a beer out of the fridge. You didn’t think you had a reason to …
“Go slow.” I feel your hand at the back of my neck, offering comfort with a squeeze. Your lips brush along the shell of my ear before you whisper, “You know I will.” I do know, have known since the first time I met you. It was the sincerity in your voice as you told …
I circle back around to the topic of worth regularly because I seek to understand my own. It’s that time again… Worth 1. value in money:the value of something, especially in terms of money 2. amount equaling given value: the amount of something that can be bought for a particular sum of money or that …
Not quite a story… I love the way the air swirls just before a train pulls into the station. It’s almost magical like fairies dancing around my face, tickling my skin, trying to lift me from the dark to something much lighter. The sound, that thundering sound of metal clacking against metal melds to make …
October was an emotional roller coaster so forgive me for saying I’m glad it’s on its way out. I’m praying November finds me in a better place. I need to learn to stop letting worry eat away at me and start really seeing myself differently. I pray too for a bit of good news next Monday… …