I’m Fragile, Can’t You See

How do I define the state of my mind?
I am formless shapes changing daily
Black blobs, shifting smog lifting overhead

I get jumbled up sometimes
The want of things tangles me
I am too snared to make sense

A popularity contest
It’s not the talent I have,
But the determination I lack

I hold back the words I’d say
Because I don’t know how to act
Like the lady I pretend to be

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          1. JK

            There’s a solution for that. Step away from home for a while. Have you gotten any farther finding the spanking partner you wanted?

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            Cara Thereon

            I’m visiting my mother so I’m not sure about finding someone in the town I’m currently in. No, it was a bust finding a regular spanker. Much to my disappointment.

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  1. Mark Sheridan

    I can relate in my own way, just as I think that most people can relate to what you’ve skillfully expressed in writing here, because in our own way, we’ve all been there. Hang in there, Cara. I hope that these dark thoughts and feelings pass as quickly as possible for you.

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  2. Sofia

    We all been there and I had to find ways to climb from that empty dark hole. I don’t want to waste my time being sad and while it was hard I found my way… you can as well.
    big hugs

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  3. creativityorcrazy

    Life is confusing. Hang in there…words I strongly dislike, but sometimes the only ones that seem truly appropriate. I’m just waiting for the day when I can feel like I’m doing more than just that. Liked the poem…especially the “hold back the words I’d say”. It’s a phrase I relate to…I think I hold back too much sometimes.

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