Surprise Me

Obsession

I’m not saying I’m abandoning NaNo yet, but my inspiration is still absent. I managed about 4,000 words on Saturday, but haven’t felt the same drive to write since then.  Really I think I’m expecting too much of myself (in a lot of areas of my life). I decided to share the first page from the story …

Is this thing on?

November means NaNoWriMo or National Novel Writing Month is underway. I’ve been low on creativity. It’s almost like being impotent this wanting to “get it up” but not being able to find the desire to write. So, my usual excitement surrounding NaNo is absent and it’s unsettling. My story feels forced and boring. I’m behind …

Mental

I seem to find things to stress about even on vacation (which I’m currently on). Not quite ready to talk about the things bothering me yet, but I will say I’m battling the fact that I trust people too easily and I’m worried it’s about to bite me in the ass if it hasn’t already. …