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October was an emotional roller coaster so forgive me for saying I’m glad it’s on its way out. I’m praying November finds me in a better place. I need to learn to stop letting worry eat away at me and start really seeing myself differently. I pray too for a bit of good news next Monday… …

Quick

See me I am bent Double, triple in time A counterpoint for the thrust Open to the swift shifts in space That make me quiver, shake, moan I’m a moment in eternity as you undo me Do to me as you hold me at the cleft Conquering the great slick divide I am trembling, quaking …

What I Mean Is

I’m scared. Of commitment Me, who longs for love Will run, will run The moment I think It’s found me — “You’re distant today. What happened between dinner at your apartment last night and this morning?” He’s too damn observant, noticing what I didn’t realize was even present. I battle inadequacy, a worry I’m not …

Remembering

Restless, aroused, and unbelievably needy. My mind conjures a moment from the past. It floats through my mind as my hand slips between my thighs… “Go to the bathroom and take off your panties.” Neither of us looked away from the girl moving across the stage. Her breasts bounced as she swayed, her hips moved …