Tag Archives: love

Deserving

I’ve always struggled with feeling like I don’t deserve things. Relationships, nice things, happiness, love… I don’t know if I deserve those things. When those are things easily taken away, or have been taken away, so I must not be worthy of those things. It makes me think about how privilege plays a role in …

Welcome

Cara working off her points, naked with the dressage whip

This is going to be a jumbly mess, but I’m going to try to express my thoughts. I struggle sometimes with love. That’s not accurate. It’s more I struggle with my understanding of people’s desire to be around me. I don’t always get why people miss me or are excited when I come back to …

He loves me

A continuation of this. With a lovely contribution from @domsigns whom I wish would write more, but I'll take what I can get. – "Baby, can you come help me find my keys to the suitcase? I think they're lost under the bed somewhere?" She stopped reading her book, looked in the direction of the …