Tag Archives: life

Where am I?

It’s been… a while. I’ve been struggling of late. The first time in a long time where I haven’t had much of an urge to write that wasn’t brought on by some form of depression. The spark… is just absent. It makes me nervous, but not as nervous as usual, which is hard to process. …

Enough Sleep

I’m too late for the mental health tag, but it’s late and I don’t have a story for E formed enough to write it.  Sleep and I have had our differences. I struggle with anxiety and depression so if something has unsettled me I’ll ruminate and stress over it. On top of that, I also …

Contemplating

It’s late and I spent the entire day watching anime instead of writing. And that’s okay. I did want to write something though. What I’ve thought about more lately is how I feel better. I feel like there should be question marks after that because things are shit so I feel weird saying I feel …

Panic is Contagious

It’s been hell. Not even in the sense that COVID-19 is turning the world upside down, because let’s be honest that shit is extra crazy. No, it’s been hell in my head. I’ve never been formally diagnosed with clinical anxiety or depression, but I’ve struggled with both. That makes dealing with the anxiety of this …

A Window Inside

Cara with her legs propped up on the wall

I wanted to just title this invisible, but I think it’s deeper than that. A few days ago, I mentioned on twitter that I often feel, and have felt, invisible. This may spiral into a ramble, but it’s been on my mind. I’ve talked about that before, feeling unseen. Honestly, it’s this something many girls, …