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Frustrated

I peel myself out of my leggings and pull on a pair of peach-colored panties. Disappointment hovers like a sour note over me as I trek to the kitchen for a Corona. I’m not planning on drowning my sorrows in alcohol, but I’ve needed a beer since Sunday evening and this is the only way …

Long Week

Wish I had a sexy story ready for ya today, but nothing worth sharing yet. There is a story, but apparently it still needs time to cook in my brain. It’s been a long strange week where I feel like I didn’t accomplish any of the things I’d hoped to by this point. Nothing on …

Possibilities

This post is the result of extreme fatigue and a general need to talk. Instead of relegating it to my journal, I spill it here. It’s been 2 weeks since my move. I’ve never felt more comfortable and excited to be in a new place. The possibilities seem endless and old fears haven’t risen up …

Unrelated

Change is supposed to be a good thing. Not easy, but good for us in the end. The excitement and even the anxiety sharpens our focus and helps us perform better. If we stay where we are without executing some kind of positive change, we stagnate and rot. It’s important to rise to the challenge …

<3

Sometimes it’s just nice to know people care. That it’s okay to say you’re worried and receive a hug – virtual or otherwise. Everything turned out fine. Lets see if I can make the moves I need to. I’m really wanting things to turn out right. Thanks for offering your support. There are times I …

Vulnerable Moment

Just give me this one personal moment and I’ll get back to business as usual. Someone very close to me is having surgery this morning. I’m knowledgable of the risks and know the surgeon is capable, but I’m letting worst case scenarios spin through my mind. First, I’ll admit some of my worry stems from …